She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

kind of mythopoesis

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

is this you as well

no like which do people call me

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

ahnaf abrar

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

feel you

as in

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i want to do that too

propensity within someone

you cannot feed someone truth

Rain, starting

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

and the fake qualifier

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

not their contents

i love it here

Today I felt like starting

bro i read nothing in my life

plato