Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

yes

13, H, grate

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thank you, Jack

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

lol

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

yeah

so at the end

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

hiding from the rain

is everyoneback on tumblr now

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Style

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything