Rain, starting

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.


Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.


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Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Can I see


what do you mean

kind of mythopoesis

plato

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

its good

its good

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

whats your name?

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

abrar?

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

isaac

bro i read nothing in my life

in a post. I want to be remembered

so the method has to be autonomous

barren land

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?