no longer writing in the third person

It Will Get Lighter


Style

lol yea

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

propensity within someone

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting


Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Rain, starting

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me. The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

it is hopeful

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

barren land

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

I am below everything.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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plato

feel you

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models