bro i read nothing in my life

i really havent

and the fake qualifier

i dont understand magnetisation

that looks like my instagram account

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

...

we need to be deconstructing our identities


its good

and the fake qualifier

abrar?

no like which do people call me

bro i read nothing in my life

i was tempted to lie about my name

...

no i haven't really read anything

feel you

i want to do that too

It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

i really havent



It Will Get Lighter

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

December 2025

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