the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant
articulate
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of
course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that
diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new
words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He
asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good
at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was
called Pimlico Rats.
FOUNDING DOCUMENT
2 (actually index). two is company
division of reality is straying away from it
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
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The only real Londoner
remaining is old, bitter, kept around for entertainment, defined
by tropes from 30+ years ago. They play
gangsters in films, or they work in a pie and mash shop, or they go on Business Insider's YouTube channel
to tell you about their crimes. And they somehow still find
the time to spend all day hanging about cafes and pubs for you to bump into, to remind you of Real London.
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider
this the founding document of iw.gl
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
It Will Get Lighter
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned
and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre
of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
