there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

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Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

currently

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

but i respect your search

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me


no longer writing in the third person

in a post. I want to be remembered

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you