Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the
dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh
meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we
watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the
bank.
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what
you're saying
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
propensity within someone
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a
breakdown of common interpretations:
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
She says something that
isn't really right
but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their
voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on
between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation,
what I would say if it were
me. She has that
perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying
them.
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
