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ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

all that is to say

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

it is hopeful

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

as in

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

is this you as well

we need to be deconstructing our identities

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

plato

propensity within someone

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Lift Analysis

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

no like which do people call me

i want to do that too

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging