something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
brb i will read and reply sincerely
currently
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
as in
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
it is hopeful
you have a beautiful account btw
bro i read nothing in my life
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abrar?
hello reader,
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It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.
so an active mazelike process
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now