Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

autonomy of learning


FOUNDING DOCUMENT

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

no longer writing in the third person

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Better Lift

It Will Get Lighter

IWGD

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

I am below everything.

currently


there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50


He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Slug

I Write Goodbye Letter

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class


and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
Style