i want to do that too

lol

yeah

i understand

i dont understand magnetisation

ion

magnetises a pin

idk

whats your name?

what do you mean

god being the centre magnet

or never left

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

feel you

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

we need to be deconstructing our identities

fw

A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.

no i haven't really read anything

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

i have read not even 1 book

Thank you, Jack, for telling me I'm just as bad as the characters (actually they're people, if that means anything to you) that I'm writing about.

i love it here

But seriously, thank you, Jack, for telling me that I could submit this to a high-level literary magazine or creative nonfiction outlet with some minor tweaks. I don't think I will do that.

like magnets

its good short few pages

1

in a post. I want to be remembered

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.