you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.

December 2025

its good short few pages

sorry i am texting like a slav

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i love it here

isaac

i understand

which magnetises chains of pins

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

magnetises a pin

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or never left

no i haven't really read anything

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

idk

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

like magnets

lol yea

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.

your feed looks like my tumblr

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

we need to be deconstructing our identities

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

no longer writing in the third person

fw

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf