and the fake qualifier

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Rain, starting

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there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i want to do that too

its good

you cannot feed someone truth

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

as in

division of reality is straying away from it

yeah

we need to be deconstructing our identities

we can only engage in such a way

isaac

magnetisation/form

its performative

so the method has to be autonomous

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

But seriously, thank you, Jack

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

It Will Get Lighter

god being the centre magnet

Worse Lift