all that is to say

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

...

bro i read nothing in my life

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

13, H, grate

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


not so on: yvf(wthw)

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Slug

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it


December 2025

which magnetises chains of pins

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

what do you think my name is

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

It Will Get Lighter

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books