i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

its performative

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

and the fake qualifier

wait what is that

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
this will be about a slug
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

bro i read nothing in my life

god being the centre magnet

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

I am below everything.


He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.

no i haven't really read anything

sorry i am texting like a slav

isaac newton

its good

like magnets

not so on: yvf(wthw)

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.