there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

its performative

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

you cannot feed someone truth

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

ahnaf abrar

i dont understand magnetisation

as in

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

i have read not even 1 book

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

plato

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

have you read

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

not so on: yvf(wthw)

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

abrar?

lol

magnetisation/form

December 2025