mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

bro i read nothing in my life

the site i am dreaming

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it


i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

wait what is that

have you read

i have read not even 1 book

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

what do you mean

was it worth it

your feed looks like my tumblr

December 2025

lol

you cannot feed someone truth

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

I Write Goodbye Letter

Lift Analysis

idk

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

its good

autonomy of learning

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

its good short few pages

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Thank you, Jack

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

It Will Get Lighter

fw

or never left

all that is to say