okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
currently
as in
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
your feed looks like my tumblr
autonomy of learning
have you read
ion
ahnaf abrar
which magnetises chains of pins
no longer writing in the third person
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
fw
you have a beautiful account btw