ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

It Will Get Lighter

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

the site i am dreaming

this will be about a slug

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its performative

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

autonomy of learning

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

all that is to say

as in

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Worse Lift

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.


it is hopeful

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls


you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

IWGD

Slug

division of reality is straying away from it

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

2 (actually index). two is company