i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

like magnets

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

autonomy of learning

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Lift Analysis

really i want the internet

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Thank you, Jack

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

but i respect your search

Can I see

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

much more tactility

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

so an active mazelike process

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

bro i read nothing in my life