a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I am below everything.

Rain, starting

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

but i respect your search

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i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

magnetisation/form

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

you have a beautiful account btw

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

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i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

whats your name?

It Will Get Lighter

that looks like my instagram account

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

its performative

ahnaf abrar

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

lol yea

was it worth it

thank you

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

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13, H, grate

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

bro i read nothing in my life

Style

but really the thing should be autonomous