i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

its good

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.

2 (actually index). two is company

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.