i really havent

what do you mean

all that is to say

i have read not even 1 book

that looks like my instagram account

ion

your feed looks like my tumblr

bro i read nothing in my life

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

so at the end

as in

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

yes

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

yeah

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

not their contents

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

so an active mazelike process

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i really havent