I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

brb i will read and reply sincerely

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

kind of mythopoesis

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

plato

as in

we need to be deconstructing our identities

bro i read nothing in my life

and the fake qualifier

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


but i respect your search

It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

December 2025

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

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