i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting


Rain, starting

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

no longer writing in the third person

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

division of reality is straying away from it

is this you as well

we can only engage in such a way

no i haven't really read anything

but i respect your search

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

...

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

1

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging