i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

what do you think my name is

plato

so an active mazelike process

feel you

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

not their contents

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

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Today I felt like starting

ahnaf abrar

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03


part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Lift Analysis

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

your feed looks like my tumblr

and the fake qualifier


i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me