its good short few pages

i want to do that too

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

much more tactility

yeah

is this you as well

not their contents

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

what do you think my name is

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

like first name

I Write Goodbye Letter


nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Better Lift

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


part of an old note. It will get lighter.
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

It Will Get Lighter

wait what is that

was it worth it

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me


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Lift Analysis

i see a website