Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

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i want to do that too

lol

bro i read nothing in my life

so an active mazelike process

so at the end

not their contents

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

like first name

i really havent

abrar?

like magnets

as in

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

sorry i am texting like a slav

or never left

was it worth it

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

its good

your feed looks like my tumblr

It Will Get Lighter

lol yea

i have read not even 1 book

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.