no longer writing in the third person
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Worse Lift
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
which magnetises chains of pins
propensity within someone
so the method has to be autonomous
god being the centre magnet
Slug
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
you cannot feed someone truth
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But
like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it
recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare
seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
i sat down to eat my
peasant dinner but i thought
it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing,
etc.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about...
whatever
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people