December 2025

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

like magnets

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

and the fake qualifier

the site i am dreaming

what do you mean

It Will Get Lighter

god being the centre magnet

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

which magnetises chains of pins

...


Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

its good

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people


It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

isaac newton

whats your name?

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.


no longer writing in the third person

It Will Get Lighter

wait what is that

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

lol yea

idk

or never left