I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Better Lift

like first name

you cannot feed someone truth

Thank you, Jack

the site i am dreaming

December 2025

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They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It Will Get Lighter

and the fake qualifier

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

IWGD