the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

It Will Get Lighter

feel you

barren land

autonomy of learning

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

much more tactility

so the method has to be autonomous

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

so at the end

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

magnetisation/form

your feed looks like my tumblr

i have read not even 1 book

all that is to say

so an active mazelike process

division of reality is straying away from it

we can only engage in such a way

propensity within someone

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

2 (actually index). two is company

It Will Get Lighter

Can I see

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you