in a post. I want to be remembered

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

yes

...

so at the end

much more tactility

that looks like my instagram account

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

what do you mean

i was tempted to lie about my name

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

abrar?

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

its good

13, H, grate

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i see a website

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

really i want the internet

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

this will be about a slug

i want to do that too

Rain, starting

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate