something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
hiding from the rain
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Thank you, Jack
no i haven't really read anything
its performative
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
so the method has to be autonomous
as in
magnetisation/form
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.propensity within someone
i was tempted to lie about my name
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
we need to be deconstructing our identities
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
lol