no i haven't really read anything
have you read
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
i dont understand magnetisation
its good
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
i have read not even 1 book
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
so at the end
lol yea
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
...
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
division of reality is straying away from it
i love it here
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
but i respect your search
feel you
which magnetises chains of pins
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate