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i really havent

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thank you, Jack

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me. The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

It Will Get Lighter

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

it is hopeful

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

hiding from the rain


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Better Lift

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

much more tactility

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

which magnetises chains of pins

2 (actually index). two is company

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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or never left

...

Rain, starting

barren land

It Will Get Lighter

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books