I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

sorry i am texting like a slav

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

like magnets

lol yea

or never left

i dont understand magnetisation

god being the centre magnet

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

no like which do people call me

which magnetises chains of pins

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

bro i read nothing in my life

much more tactility

its good short few pages

not their contents

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

I am below everything.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

wait what is that

yeah

I Write Goodbye Letter

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

is this you as well

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

that looks like my instagram account

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

magnetises a pin

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.