After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.

so an active mazelike process

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Better Lift

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

not their contents

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

magnetises a pin

in a post. I want to be remembered

yeah

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

god being the centre magnet

this will be about a slug

Today I felt like starting

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos


which magnetises chains of pins


isaac newton

Picture

its good short few pages


There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.