a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting


It Will Get Lighter

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

abrar?

lol yea

and the fake qualifier

so at the end

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Lift Analysis

i love it here

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class


not their contents

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

yeah