Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

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i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

really i want the internet

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

not their contents

It's

dusk

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

currently

Better Lift

so the method has to be autonomous

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

hiding from the rain

propensity within someone

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

as in

Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.

A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.

so an active mazelike process

is this you as well

it is hopeful

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

bro i read nothing in my life

yeah

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now