the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
all that is to say
lol
as in
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
i have read not even 1 book
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
propensity within someone
its good
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
brb i will read and reply sincerely
like first name
in a post. I want to be remembered
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
I am below everything.
...
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
was it worth it
god being the centre magnet
isaac newton
you know who you are. no more time, not like
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. way too specific.Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17