somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
i struggle with building a personal technical
architecture for storing
media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
division of reality is straying away from it
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
we can only engage in such a way
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent
real but its very manifestation
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But
like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it
recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare
seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its
qualities
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant
articulate
no like which do people call me
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
you cannot feed someone truth