ahnaf abrar

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

13, H, grate

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Thank you, Jack

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

so at the end

you cannot feed someone truth

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

what do you think my name is

so the method has to be autonomous

i love it here

propensity within someone

idk

whats your name?

Lift Analysis

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

bro i read nothing in my life

we need to be deconstructing our identities