currently

its performative

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.


in a post. I want to be remembered

i really havent

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

yes

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

autonomy of learning

like first name

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever


Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

abrar?

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

division of reality is straying away from it

A procession forms behind the French Raj and his fireworks bearer as they head out the door. I've lost my Korean colleague / fresh meat in the chaos. I'm sure he'll be able to fend for himself. They have mandatory military service in Korea.

no like which do people call me

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful