I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

all that is to say

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Picture

Worse Lift

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

currently

something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.


i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

idk

i was tempted to lie about my name

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

sorry i am texting like a slav

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

magnetises a pin

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

plato

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41