ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

in a post. I want to be remembered

but really the thing should be autonomous

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

really i want the internet

It Will Get Lighter

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

lol yea

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

not their contents

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so at the end

its performative

as in