brb i will read and reply sincerely
Today I felt like starting
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
but i respect your search
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
i love it here
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
not their contents
lol yea
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
isaac
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
what do you think my name is
thank you
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
idk
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
lol
like magnets
propensity within someone
hello reader,
much more tactility
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
it is hopeful
is this you as well
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
magnetises a pin