Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Thank you, Jack
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Can I see
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
no longer writing in the third person
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
and the fake qualifier
kind of mythopoesis
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
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was it worth it