Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
really i want the internet
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
yeah
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
but i respect your search
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
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nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class